Lexina sat with her feet touching and held her feet. She was talking to Adara, Caitlyn and Egberta. Tomorrow was her birthday and she was a little nervous.
The soon to-be-fifteen-year-old was nervous about becoming an adult. She rocked back and forth. She was worried about Drakon. She had been more worried that he hadn't come back for Caitlyn's birthday. It had been sadder not to see him around one birthmate's birth day than her own. She was lost in thought for a moment it happened to her a lot when she wasn't on a raid.
Lexina blinked twice really quick. She knew that she had missed something because she was thinking about other things. Her mind was so busy. She was fifteen in just one more day. An adult! She was going to have sex and there was her first raid as an adult.
She sat smiling at them, hoping they would noticed her "sorry I zoned out" face. If they didn't... well how could they not? They were her birthmates. They had been for fifteen years. Her whole life. She knew almost every kind of move they made. The way they fought, the way they hugged, the way they were when they were annoyed. She knew it all and loved them all.
She had been told several times what to expect but was still antsy.
Egberta decided to take Lexina out of her zone by hugging her. She held her close and kissed her neck. "Lexina," she said to herself before backing back where she was to sign. "You grew up so fast. You used to be to be this little baby. Drakon sang to you, not knowing you couldn't hear him. You grew bigger. I remember the first time you toddled over to him. I was so proud of you. I picked you up, and you clapped."
"We remember when you, Drakon, and Nestor disappear during that raid," Adara added. "Oh, that awful raid that took away your mother. She'd be happy now, to see you all grown up. Drakon told us how the three of you hid. How he held you while the axeman readied to kill him, but Nestor knocked him over."
"Nestor was small then." Egberta took over. "Like Adara is now."
"I'm not that little!" Adara shook her head, and Caitlyn pulled her into her lap.
Egberta kissed Lexina's forehead. "I remember your first raid. You were so brave, and now...almost an adult. You grew up so quickly."
Lexina looked around her as she was, to her, suddenly hugged by Egberta. She giggled and hugged the older woman back, her eldest birthmate.
She blinked, returning her full attention back to her birthmates and not lost in her own thoughts. She frowned as she watched what Egberta said. Had she really grown up that fast? It didn't seem that fast to her! It had taken her her whole life to become an adult.
She smiled as she saw Egberta and her birthmates talk to her. She loved the parts about Drakon. She loved the parts about Egberta. She loved the parts about Nestor. She loved the parts about Adara. She loved the parts about Caitlyn. What she loved most was being loved by each of them as much as she loved them. Her birthmates the ones that loved her more than she loved herself. They were her next breath and everything to her.
She moved to hug Adara since she was the one in the middle and spread her arms as wide as she could so she could wrap her arms around the other two women as much as she could.
Adara smiled as she was squished in the middle. Soon she was in the middle of a pile of hugs. She relaxed there, enjoying herself. Moments passed, and she was sad when people pulled away. She looked to Lexina. Like Egberta, she felt that Lexina had grown up too quickly. She wasn't much older than her or Caitlyn, but she remembered being bigger than them. She remembered using her entire body to lift up little Lexina or little Caitlyn.
"Do you have any questions?" Egberta signed. "Any at all?" She reached out and touched Lexina's hair before signing again. "We want you to feel ready."
"We don't want you to have last minute questions," Caitlyn added, "but if you do, Nestor will be there. He was very understanding with me." What else would he be? "Very gentle." He kissed Lexina on the cheek, like a sister would do. "Don't worry about pleasing him. He'll take care of that himself."
Nalini
Site Sub-Administrator Jan 13, 2010 10:38pm
Lexina watched them talk. She always liked watching everything her birthmates did. She cocked her head.
"Will I walk like a toddler?" she asked with half a frown on her face and a little louder than she had meant to. She had already grown out of the funny walk it would be embarrassing to revert to such a young act. "Adara and Caitlyn walked like toddlers for a while. Will I?"
Egberta laughed at Adara's and Caitlyn's reactions. "She exaggerates a bit."
Caitlyn touched Lexina's hair. "You'll be sore at first, but you'll be fine. It's something your body has to get used to."
"I didn't walk funny," Adara said softly.
Caitlyn gave Lexina a kiss. "Ask Nestor to carry you, and you won't walk funny."
Adara crossed her arms and pouted.
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Later, Nestor was cleaning up the room, trying to make it perfect for Lexina. It had been a few days, and now she was an adult. When he was done, he sat on the blankets, held a flower, and waited for her.
Lexina had wanted to look pretty for Nestor. It was what you did on special occasions like this... right? She had been to the hot springs close by and after her bath she put on some rosewater. Instead of her normal Fireian tunic and pants she wore a buckskin corset and tight matching pants. She didn't have much cleavage but the tight corset brought together the little fat she had that brought together what she had.
She walked to the hut that Nestor waited in. She shifted outside the door, feeling a little nervous. She knocked at the door, knowing that she knocked loud enough because of how hard it felt to her and announced herself before walking in. She opened the door and looked at Nestor and smiled. She waved at him and looked down at her feet.
Nestor felt nervous. Only a few days ago, she was a child, and now he was going to hurt her. What really got to him was that he didn't know how much pain. Every woman was different. He had prepared as she had, cleaning himself, though he wore his usual tunic and pants, and he didn't add any smells. Much time was spent telling himself that she was a woman now. It was hard to believe. That is, until she walked in. She was a woman, and the way she looked at her feet was adorable.
He stood up and walked over. He tucked the flower behind her ear and lifted her chin. "I remember," he signed, "when I was new here. I was scared and angry. One day, Master Beryl wanted to show me something. My master brought me to a hut, and inside was the smallest, most beautiful baby I had ever seen." Nestor smiled before adding, "She was bald, but she loved having her scalp rubbed, gently of course...and she had beautiful red lashes. She had been born that day, and now..." Nestor stepped back and admired her. "...she's a strong woman. Fire has blessed me with the most beautiful birthmates."
The large man gently picked her up and carried her to the pillows and blankets. He laid her down, and with his burned hand, he rubbed her hair. "It's alright to be nervous. I'm nervous too."
He had been nervous with Drakon, who was his first. He hadn't liked the experience, though he thought he was suppose to. Both Drakon and Egberta had assured him that it was okay to not like it. Nevertheless, it was a special event, and he wouldn't change it.
He had been nervous with Egberta, who had been his first woman. She was more experienced, and he feared he would somehow embarrass himself. It had been worse when she told him that had never been with anyone his size before, and yes, it would hurt. She was assuring throughout though.
He was nervous with Adara, who was so small, he worried he would break her. He had heard stories of woman being permanently disfigured from larger men. Egberta was with them, and she promised that nothing would bad would happen to their lovely Adara so long as they took it slowly.
Then he was nervous with Caitlyn, who he had taken not so long ago. It was the first time he was a birthmate's first. He remembered all he had been taught, and like he had with the others, he let her dictate his movements. Afterwards, he held her all night, as Drakon had with Adara. He wanted to wait for Drakon, who was due back in a year, but she hadn't wanted to wait.
Lexina smiled as she listened to what Nestor had to say. She hadn’t seen the way that she and Caitlyn had grown up as her older birthmates. Her life seemed completely different the way that they told it. It was still hard to imagine that she had had as much of an impact on her birthmates’ lives as they had on hers. She sometimes didn’t understand how she could have been so important to them being as young as she was; but now that she was an adult it was a lot different! She could do as much for them now as they did for each other and for her. It made her happier than she could ever express.
She smiled at Nestor and ran her fingers through his long, dark, clean hair he picked her up and moved her to the pillows and blanket. She loved the way his burnt hand touched her, she always had because it was part of Nestor. She nuzzled and kissed Nestor the way she usually did. She would wait for him to teach her what to do. She felt completely safe in his care.
Nestor smiled, enjoying her almost innocent touches. He took her hand with his good one, and rubbed her palm with his thumb. Still rubbing her with his bad hand, he leaned into her ear and gave her a tease by whispering her name. Though he knew she couldn't hear him, he put air into the sounds, so she could feel it. He closed his eyes, enjoying her free hand in his hair as he touched her.
After a moment, he sat up a bit and slowly removed his shirt. He placed her hand on his chest to encourage her to explore. "I love you," he signed before he began unlacing her corset. "Are you nervous in general or are you nervous about anything in particular." He wanted to assure her if he could.
Nalini
Site Sub-Administrator Jan 31, 2010 12:23am
Lexina's fingers continued running through his hair, twirling a lock around her finger. She smiled at the attention he gave her. She loved his burned hand because it was part of him. She shivered when he breathed her name into her ear and rubbed it.
"What did you just do?" Lexina asked. She didn't want him to think that she didn't like it. "It feel good."
Lexina looked at Nestor's body in a way that she hadn't before. Her fingers ran lovingly across his scars and she drifted off into her thoughts. She looked up to his lips and caught what he was saying.
"I love you too! So much." She nodded to his question. "In general."
Nestor continued unlacing her corset, feeling more eager as he went on. "I whispered your name," he signed. "It's all right to be nervous." He thought it was worth repeating. "My love. My birthmate."
He gave her a soft kiss before easing the corset off her. He moved it out of the way and admired her and he leaned her down on the blankets. "You're beautiful." He brushed his hand against the side of a breast before kissing her. He worked down her skin, moving down the side of her neck, her collar bone, and finally reached one of her breasts. He circled around, switching from kisses to licks and nibbles. His hands were still, resting on her skin.
Lexina smiled when he told her what he had done. She really liked it.
“What do you feel like?” Lexina asked with a blush before her corset was completely undone, she had meant his name. She saw him say that she was she was beautiful and smiled. She thought Egberta, Drakon, Nestor, Adara and Caitlyn were beautiful. She hadn’t really thought of herself as beautiful as them.
She shivered as she was touched in a way that she hadn’t been touched before. Her lips kissed Nestor back in an automatic response. As he begain kissing her body she arched into him and trimbled as he loved her body. She moaned loudly as she felt pleasure she never felt before when Nestor nibbled on her tender buds. “Ne-Nestor!”
Nestor was happy with her responses, glad to know what pleased her. He continued for a while, stopping so she wouldn't get bored with his actions. He cuddled close to her. "I'm going to enjoy touching you. As for how I feel..." He leaned in and gave a breathy whisper of his name against her skin.
"Now for..." His grin was a bit eager as he began untying her pants. "What a gift to exchange," he briefly signed before easing them off her. "A perfect sight," he signed when finally seeing all of her. He had said the same to others. He never hid his belief in believing each of his birthmates were perfect. Their differences were what made them perfect. He didn't want two of the same.
He moved to kiss the side of her lip, not wanting her to feel overwhelmed. "Let's be fair now," he said as he slipped off his own pants. His large member was hard. He stroked himself as he kissed her. "I will make sure you and your body are ready before we are together, but let's not worry about that now." He moved over her. "Lexina time." He moved his hands over her, rubbing with his bad hand and massaging with the good one. He started with her scalp, stroking her hair. He continued down to the back of the neck and gently on her face. He didn't leave an inch untouched as he rubbed down her body, slowly working to her toes.
Lexina shivered when Nestor said his name to her. She liked his name more because it was his. She wondered how her other birthmates’ names would feel but she held back on asking him. This was meant to be his time and her curiosity could wait. She was excited for it now that she knew. She could know her birthmates in a way that no one else could or would ever know. Could feel them in a different way.
Lexina blushed when Nestor pulled down her pants. It was different than when she had been naked or seen her birthmate naked before. She looked down as he rubbed himself and it looked bigger than she remembered. More impending.
She watched as he massaged himself and then reached to massage her. She met his touches with a smile and a moan. As he reached over her and massaged she reached to his member and rubbed him, not knowing what else to do.
Nestor enjoys her touches, but this was for her. He kept that in mind as he continued to massage her. After rubbing her feet, he traced his fingers up her legs and slowly pushed them apart. He closed his eyes as he inhaled. "Mmm." He looked to her before signing, "You smell wonderful. You will taste wonderful too." He used his fingers first, rubbing soft hair before going deeper. He watched her reactions as he explored.
He knew how nervous this situation could be. He felt as though Drakon and then Egberta would judge him. Was he too tight? Was he big enough? Was he too big? Did he smell funny? Did he react like he should? He kept all of this in mind now. He wanted Lexina to know that her body was perfect.
Fingers were edging in without going too deep. He rubbed a special point on her before leaning in. His fingers moved as his mouth and tongue took over. When he was done tasting her, he moved up and kissed her. "That's what you taste like," he signed. He ran fingers through her hair. "Savory. I could taste you all day and still want more."
He then went back to using fingers, checking her readiness. He positioned himself as he rubbed. "How do you feel?"
Lexina blushed when Nestor signed to her with his head between her legs, it seemed like a strange place for his face to be.
“Th-thank you?” She asked more than said in a trembling voice. She wiggled slightly under him.
Lexina’s back arched and a moan left her tightly closed lips when he pushed his fingers into her. It didn’t feel bad but she still didn’t really know what to think yet. She trembled when she felt the sensation of him playing with her button, she knew that felt good. She could feel her self getting more slick and it embarrassed her, was her body suppose to react that way?
She started feeling warmer and warmer when his mouth took over. It felt so unbelievable. Her hands burried into his long dark hair, clinching and releasing the strands. Lexina looked into Nestor’s eyes for a moment before kissing him. She tasted herself on his lips and tongue and it felt strange. She had never thought of tasting herself before. She liked the mixture of them both.
Of course, if she had asked him if she was supposed to feel that way, Nestor would would have said yes. He also would have thought it was cute. He hadn't replied to the thank you because he had been a bit...busy with something else at the moment.
"I believe your body is also ready," he replied before touching her hair. He stroked himself before searching for her. "My love," he said as he found his place. He took it very slowly. expecting her to hurt. "You are brave for this," he signed, "but I ask that you do not be so brave as to hide any hurt." He gave her gentle kisses to show his love for her. He stopped from time to time, letting her get used to him. Then he found himself against the thin piece of skin that marked her as a virgin. "This is..."
He knew she had discussed this with her females. He had also discussed it with her. Pain and blood. "I love you." He gave her another gentle kiss and looked into her eyes as he gently pushed on.
Lexina watched Nestor as he spoke to her. She nodded when he told her she was brave and kissed him back.
“I love you, Nestor,” she said running her fingers through his hair. She was ready, she wanted to be an adult, she wanted to be with her birthmate in a way she hadn’t been before. Lexina kissed him back and smiled.
She relaxed by taking a deep breath and made sure she didn’t tighten up below and left herself open for him. Her eyes closed tightly and she made a struggled squeak as he entered her. Round tears filled her eyes and fell when her face scrunched up. She felt her hymen break and blood trickle down her thigh.
There wasn’t any space between them, she felt like she had to have been too tight. “Sorry,” she said as she clung to him. “I love you, Nestor.”
(Awww. You are going to give Nestor nightmares. ::pets Lexina and Nestor:: )
The squeak pulled at his heart. Nestor kissed her tears, feeling as though he had done something wrong. He thought over all the things the others had told him, especially Egberta.
"No apologies. We just don't fit yet. In time we will. I promise." He gave her a gentle kiss on the lips. He hoped the words had helped her. They had helped him, and he repeated them in his mind.
"You are one of the three most beautiful redheads in the world." He adjusted himself slightly to touch her hair. "You all tie for first," he added before giving another gentle kiss. He wanted to give her time to adjust to him before asking, "Do you want me to continue?"
He didn't particularly want to stop. The worse of it was over. This night was for her though, and he didn't want her to feel as though she had to continue.
Nestor closed his eyes as he felt her lovely fingers through his hair. All his birthmates were good at various things, and Lexina seemed to have perfected that. He hoped he was as good with running fingers through her hair.
His eyes opened when she kissed him. "My love." He continued, taking his time. She felt good, and he could only imagine what she'd feel like if he was going at a normal speed. It took a bit before he was completely surrounded. "Oh... You..." He kissed her before adjusting to sign. "You have all of me. This is the worse you will ever feel here. Every time we are together, your body will continue adjusting to me."
He began moving, taking his time. His own self had been teased, so he knew it wouldn't take much. "My love." He made a small gasp as he reached. He relaxed while looking at her. "You felt wonderful." He wasn't going to stay in this position. He knew she must be uncomfortable.
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